Me

I've been wanting to get a tattoo since, like, forever. And after looking at several ideas and designs, I don't really know what I want. What people kept telling me was, "get one that really means something to you", or "get a tattoo that shows who you really are".

Uh, easy for you to say.

If you guys haven't noticed yet, I am the most random person I know. I really don't know what I want and I can't seem to figure out what's so special about me. Therefore, getting something that represents me is out of the question. Unless of course there is something that would represent my indecisiveness and randomness. For I can be someone today, and somebody else the next. And I can like these things now and forget about them later.

So does that mean I'm lost? No, I don't think so. I'm just so fickle minded that I can't make up my mind. I'm still wondering what to do with my life, and somehow I've been on this phase for so long now that I couldn't wait to get out of it. I've tried too many things, believed on so many stupid shit people make up, heard a little too much about life, and I'm still on the process on going through all of those one after the other. Which either means I really am stupid or I'm just a slow learner.

Anyway, back to the tattoo, if I can find one thing that represents me stuck in the same box I was in when I turned thirteen and trying to figure out what I wanted to be and who I wanted to be, then Imma get it and stamp it in my damn body for the rest of my life.

Sigh. I'm too old for this shit.